Title:  I Finally Remembered You. Part 9 – Questions Answered even more. Author: Xanfan Rating: R/NC-17 for THIS chapter Pairing: Xander/Angel Summary: AU futurefic. Slash.  Xander, not Buffy, had gone to see Angel in “I Will Remember You”   Years later, he finally keeps his promise. Spoilers: All of BtVS & Ats Warnings: M/M, mild language, more in future chapters Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author.  The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise.  No copyright infringement is intended. A/N:  The next several chapters are going to be one long flashback.  I pretty much took the transcript for the entire episode, “I Will Remember You” and changed the dialog to fit Xander. I got the transcript of this episode from Buffyworld. com Words in Italics indicate thoughts. ___________________________ FLASHBACK continues. ~~~~~ The Clock on Angel`s desk read five o'clock. Cordy fussed over a sickly plant, "This plant was thriving just this morning.  Now look at it.  I'm telling you, where he leads, dark forces follow." "Xander gave it mites?" Doyle asked, with more than a little trace of doubt. "How else do you explain it?" "Jealousy?" "I'm jealous? Of what?” “Whatever is going on between the two of them.” “I’m not so much jealous, as confused. I mean, I thought they hated each other. Now they are joined at the hip? Locked down in there in Angel’s apartment, alone, for the past 2 ½ hours, doing who knows what. Last time Angel did “who knows what” the world almost got sucked into hell.” “A) Angel’s not cursed anymore. B) you don’t even know what there doing down there; for sure. “ “Oh please! Angel hasn’t had sex in over a year and Xander is still a horny teenager. “ “I thought Xander was into women, I mean, he is YOUR ex.” “It is so obvious, NOW, that all that “hatred” of Angel was really an act to cover his repressed bi-sexuality. My question is, why Angel is down there with Xander.” “He was a vampire, they’ll do anything.” “Don’t you mean do anyone?” “Nope. Gender doesn’t really matter to them. Species either, for that matter.” “Oh. ..ewwwwwww.” “Don’t worry Cordy. I’m sure they’re down there just having tea and crackers.” ******************** Down in his apartment, Angel and Xander sat at opposite sides of his kitchen table. Angel poured some tea, "Would you like some more?" "No, thank you." "I'm really sorry I kissed you like that." "You are?" Xander said, hurt. "Well, not for the kiss itself.." Xander sighs in relief, "Good.  I mean, 'cause, as far as kisses go, I thought it was well above average." "It was incredible.  I just, I-I think, maybe we'd be asking for trouble, rushing into things.  Not that I don't want to rush.   Believe me, I do." "Right.  You spoke to the Oracles and they said you were cured for good.  But how do we know that they really speak for the Powers?  I mean they could be… pranksters." "Or there could be another loophole." "Exactly.  And then the two of us would be in deep and it’s 'grr' all over again." "It would be smart to wait a while.  See if this mortal thing takes." "Exactly.  And even if it does, it's still complicated." "And I'm not sure what I am now.  I don't know what my purpose is.  I can't just wedge myself into your life back in Sunnydale.  It wouldn't be good for either of us.  Not to mention the fact that you just started your new job.  And what about slaying, you still help Buffy with that. I don’t think she’d handle this well." "Are you going to pull out a pie chart on me now?  Because I get it, it's not necessary." Xander asked, angrily. Angel moved to sit next to Xander, "I'm not saying I don't want you, because I do. I REALLY do.  You could probably tell how much… I'm just saying, it's worth the wait, to be sure this is right.  I need to be sure nobody gets hurt again." Xander stood, "You know, it's a good thing I didn't fantasize about you turning human only about 10 zillion times, because today would have been a real let down.  So, how does the mature plan go?  You call me?  I call you?  What?" Angel stepped over to him, "We stay in touch, just not.." "Literally. Funny. Okay, I'd better…" Xander headed towards the door Angel turned to look after him, "Right.  Remove the temptation." Xander spun back towards him, "So, we'll…talk, soon." Xander placed his hand on top of Angel’s, on the counter.  They both looked down at their hands.  Angel turned his hand to grab Xander’s, then pulled him into a kiss.  They stumble up against the fridge and Xander jumped up to wrap his long legs around Angel’s waist and rub his cock against Angel’s.  Still kissing, Angel carried him over to the kitchen table, swept it`s contents onto the floor and laid him down on it. Angel followed him down on the table, never breaking the kiss. He dug on hand into Xander’s hair and trailed the other along his side to his leg, making sure those long, strong limbs remained wrapped around him. Xander used both of his arms to wrap around Angel and pull himself up to strain against the hard body. Angel pulled away. He looked down at the beautiful boy beneath him and knew he would do anything for him. However, right now, he just wanted to do something to him and with him. Xander groaned in protest, when Angel pulled away. He opened his eyes, to Angel staring down at him, with a look of longing and amazement. And maybe, love? “Why’d you stop.” Xander mumbled, as he leaned up to try and get the delicious contact back. “I thought you might want a change of venue.” Angel replied with a smile. “Huh?” Xander’s mind was too dazed with lust to focus on what Angel was saying. “How about we move this to the bed?” Angel clarified, with a dark chuckle. At the word bed, Xander leaped up in to Angel’s arms and allowed himself to be carried to the bed. When Angel got to the side of the bed, he pried Xander’s limbs from around him and dropped his boy onto the bed. His boy? Since when is Xander “His Boy?” Since right now, that’s when. Xander, blissfully unaware of Angel’s thoughts and his new nickname, started unbuttoning his own shirt. Angel quickly replaced Xander’s hands with his own and divested His Boy of all of his clothing as rapid as humanly possible. He then set to removing his own clothing. Soon, both were naked and lying on the bed together, continuing their kiss. Angel ran his hand down Xander’s back and rested it on His Boy’s muscular ass. And squeezed. Xander yelped as he was brought back to reality. Wow! That felt…Good. Really good. Xander arched into Angel’s body, once again bringing their erections into contact. Both men gasped at the sensation. Angel grasped both their erections and rubbed; stroked them, alternating a few slow pulls with some quick tugs.  ‘Til they were both panting with need. Angel reached into his bedside table and extracted a small tube. He looked at Xander and raised an eyebrow, in silent question.  Xander nodded his consent with a nervous smile. “You are so beautiful, baby; I can’t wait to be inside you.” Angel crooned in Xander’s ear. Xander’s cock twitched at the word “baby.” “So, you like it when I call you baby, huh?” Angel asked with a chuckle, as, this time,  His Boy gave a whole body shiver at the word. Angel spread lube on his fingers and reached around to touch Xander’s pucker. He rubbed his finger around the hole, then, carefully eased one finger in. He groaned as his finger was grasped tightly by the ring of muscle and Xander tensed. “Relax my boy, it’ll feel so good in just a moment.” Xander relaxed and Angel pushed his finger in a little more, then, slowly worked ‘til he could ease in a second finger. Xander moaned at the sensation and yelped when Angel crooked his fingers`, to brush against his prostrate. Oh God, that little bundle of nerves is my new best friend. Xander thought. “Has anyone ever touched you here, baby?” “No.” Xander could only manage one word answers at this point, lost in the feelings that Angel was wringing from his body. “Good boy. All Mine.” Angel murmured. Angel worked in a third finger, stretching Xander, in preparation. “Move onto you stomach, baby, “Angel urged. “No, I want to see you.” Xander managed that one coherent thought. “It’ll be easier on your hand and knees.” Angel wanted to make this as pleasurable for His Boy as possible. “I don’t care; I just want to see your face when you’re inside me.” With a growl, Angel quickly positioned Xander on his back, with a pillow under his hips. He slicked his cock and positioned it at Xander’s entrance. “Look at me, baby boy.” Xander opened his big brown eyes, to meet Angel’s gaze and found he couldn’t look away, even if he had wanted to. Their eyes locked; Angel slowly pushed inside His Boy, gasping when he pushed past the resistance of the boy’s outer ring. Xander let out a hiss, followed by a long, lusty groan. Once in, Angel paused, waiting for Xander to adjust. When he felt Xander relax a little, he pushed the rest of the way home, fully seating himself within his boys pulsing sheath. He stared into His Boy’s eyes and saw the most amazing thing shining from the chocolate orbs, love.  Angel was pretty sure that his own eyes were exuding the same depth of feeling as Xander’s. There was no doubt in his mind that he truly loved this boy, with every part of himself, mind, body and soul. Overwhelmed with feeling, Angel began to move within His Boy, angling his thrusts to brush up against the bundle of nerves, with every lunge. Xander writhed and gasped beneath him, rolling on waves of pure pleasure. Angel grasped Xander’s weeping cock, working it, to bring His Boy to the edge. “Please Angel, I’m gonna..” Xander climaxed, shooting ropes of cum all over Angel’s hand and both their chests. Angel quickly followed, releasing jets of fluid inside His Boy, flooding him. Angel collapsed alongside Xander, enjoying the feel of his own heart beat, racing with exertion. They both relaxed into a light doze, lulled by their slowing heartbeats. Part  10 Back to Fiction Index Reviews? 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